Our 2 angels. xx

Our 2 angels. xx
Rinty and Spring. xx

Odd One Out. A poem written by Sarah Edwards.

Why oh why are we odd ones out,
Night after night, I dream of more,
Time and time again, I say to myself,
The longing,wanting,hurting, feels so sore,
Will it be different for us,
No, I don’t seem to think,
Friends,family don’t understand,
Our feelings, our yearnings, our hopes and dreams.
Oh, there she is, the barren one,
Nothing can fill this empty space,
In my hearts desire, this tragic place,
In enters the stress, failure and desperation.
Just the same, month in, month out,
Soon the years begin to race by,
Why us, why me, why not one day,
Whatever did we do wrong to live this way.
Children laughing, playing, having fun,
Sounds of happiness and joy,
But here, there is just frozen silence,
For ever, feeling the pain inside,
People think in family ways, planning this and that,
Days out at the zoo, picnics and the seaside,
Bucket and spades, sand in your shoes,
We would love this, if only God would choose.
Empty homes, empty rooms, empty wombs,
Just us two, as one, as ever before,
Don’t get me wrong, the strong love is there,
Will always be, I will love you ever more,
Friends, colleagues,neighbours, forget you have none,
Just everyday planning of family fun,
This is all so easy and normal for you,
Then why oh why, cant we share it too…

Friday 11 January 2013

Letting go of the Dream

Just created a new Facebook group called Letting go of the Dream. Its a group just for couples who cannot have children. There arent enough groups for couples for who it is final. Not for couples who are trying to conceive sorry. xx

4 comments:

  1. Would love to join your Facebook page. Do you have a link or should I just search for it. So true there aren't any groups it seems. Thanks for starting one! Etr2003 at gmail dot com

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  2. Im sorry, this is the first time ive been on here a while. I will try and add you. xxxx

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  3. I cant find you on FB. If you type Letting go of the dream into Facebook, hopefully you will find us. Or add me as a friend. xxxxx

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  4. its great, your picture with the two BTs. I don't go in facebook, only on twitter. I am a ghostwriter for my Border Terrier Finn.

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